arghs !! im DARN ANGRY !! i cant upload any photos !! arghs !! i dunn care . ill go online secretly and upload all the photos . i wann you guys to see . PLEASE ENJOY . kekes . will tell you guys when will i be uploading . wakakas . anyways , read my post okays (: PRAISE THE LORD (:

first song ;
TAKE ME DEEPER . DEEPER IN LOVE WITH YOU . HOLD ME TO YOUR EMBRACE . TAKE ME DEEPER . DEEPER THAN I EVER BEEN BEFORE .

second song ;
TODAY !! TODAY !! ITS ALL BUT NTH !! ALL THE WAY !! PRAISE GOES ALL TO YOU (:

smth like that luhs . i forget the lyric liaos . kekes . lols -.-

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today . went for post encounter . woke up at ard 7 plus ? prepare okays liaos and was suppose to meet yunyu at cp 0745 but she said too early so we decided to meet at 8:20 . hahas . hmmm . so met yunyu at cp and headed to hougang MRT station and waited for olivia and wenling . olivia is LATE again ?! wakakas . lols . humphs . today's post encounter taught me quite alot luhs . its useful in my life . thats all . wanna knw more ? ask me personally okays (:

aft PE , we went to hawker . as usual . we ate chicken rice again . kekes . humphs . aft mummum . board the bus and headed to church -
sat wit yunyu and taught her how to draw but still i forgotten how to . wakakas . oops =x
reached church and went to toilet aft that waited for olivia to pee finish . kekes . lols . humphs . dhen headed to the gate and waited for the gate to open ! yayyay !! cant wait ! i wanna WORSHIP !! saw jas . ohhs . lols . humphs . went in and as usual , i turn crazy again . NO1 CANN STAND ME :( everyone left me alone cos iwas too crazy . hahas . went to the front aft placing our bags on our CHAIRS dhen went - JUMPING - non stop !! wakakas . lols . humphs . sang lotsa song . okays . went baq and gave offering !! yayyay !! its sermon time !! today have no sermon !! woohoo . wakakas . lols . humphs . we sang songs and ministered the presence of GOD and stuff . everyone kneelled dwn on the floor bfore GOD but i didnt . i was still standing cross handed . i didnt wanna kneel . hais . i acted strong in front of GOD but spiritually im so weak . holy spirit knws im weak . all of a sudden , i fell . i fall on my knees and i started crying like others did . i wasnt crying at first bcos i THOUGHT i m strong enough to face all troubles but it wasnt true . its a force that pulls me dwn . its holy spirit i guess . i cried like theres NO TML . i dhen realise . in the presence of GOD , i cann do nth . GOD is above ALL THINGS and he's the greatest of all . i tot i've forgotten him but GOD asked me dhis question again ; ' cheeyen , have you really forgotten him ?' the minute i received dhis ques , i didnt knw how to ans . i knw i haven forgotten yet but im going to forget abt him cos i knw , its NO USE waiting cos we are NOT in TALKING TERMS . hais . i really thank GOD for EVERYTHING . iloveJESUS . HE 's GREAT -

aft service , went for cell and prayed for many ppl today (: im SO HAPPY aft pouring everything out . i didnt wanna cry out bcos i dunn wanna LET SOME PEOPLE say that once i cry jiu win liaos . PLEASE LUHS ~ lols . prayed for joey , jaslyn , wenjing , olivia and ms lim (: im SO SO SO HAPPY luhs . any prayer request ? im MORE than WILLING to help okays (: if u are my enemy or not my frens , you have a prayer request ? call me or msg me and tell me okays (: i dunn mind cos i still love you all afterall bcos GOD has forgiven me . i have to forget you guys too (:

okays . aft cell , went for tribe meeting . prayed and left . was a HALF AN HOUR meeting ? humphs . left expo and headed to MRT station and guess who i saw ?! i saw RARA and YIXIAN . wakakas . missed dem like hell lahs . didnt see dem for so long lors . dey didnt attend church cos of prelims . hope dey will do well . im gonna pray for dem (: humphs . saw jayson again -.- okays . took MRT and headed to TM and saw jayson again :( had a 'argument' wit him . hahas . he's angry cos i pinched him and he scolded me with vulgarites !! arghs . thats not a christ like luh !! wakakas . lols -.-

bought ice-cream and while eating , we walked to the 27 bus stop to take baq home . went to RP to buy some stuff and walked home . saw korkor on the way . jas went home dhen i went home with korkor . he kip lookin at my fone luhs !! arghs ! i knw he miss 7610 but i wun give him !! wakakas (:

reached home and ate grapes and M&M . wakakas . yummy !! gonna post some photos now . catch it okays (: takecares ppl . gonna kip you guys in my cell and some others in my prayer request (: loveya . rest well . slp tight and prepare urself for tml okays (: LOVED <33

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yayyay !! i got my favourite fone !! 7610 (: i got my 7610 and korkor got his favourite razar v3x too (: hahas . he's darn happy and so am i (:

humphs !! tuition cancelled today but was noted aft that :( if i knw earlier , i would have gone for the first aid competition and support jiazheng dey all liaos . wakakas . lols . hmmm . luckily dey've WON !! yayyay !! wakakas . lols -.-


hmmms . hais . sadded . i didnt went to support . im so sorry darlings (: you guys are still in my heart always (: ALWAYS ! ALWAYS AND FOREVER (:


okays . met gracey ahma at cp with jas at cp at 12 ? hahas . we took mrt to city hall and meet maryann dere . hahas . maryann was complaining to me dat we are slow . hahas . sorry darling . wakakas (: hmmm . met maryann and walked and talked . she didnt talk much at first but started toking ALOT aft awhile . hahas . get to knw her ALOT . she's so cute but VIOLENT !! wakakas . lols . we went to ripples , quicksilver , surf and all jus to buy maryann 's wallet and she bought it at marina square de ripple (: wakakas . hmmm . aft that , we went to mac and makan dhen study for awhile for monday's st and went shoppin !! cos we cant take in anymore . wakakas . lols -.- we made alot of nonsense in mac oso luhs . wakakas . i go diao dhis ah pehh cos he kip lookin at me dhen i give him many many ugly faces . hahas . grace was kena eaten 'toufu' by dhis indonesia guy ? hahas . many nonsense lah we all . hahas . me and maryann kip taking photo of each other and we wanna put it in our blogs . wakakas . i promise i'll !! wakakas . oops =x

sorry . have to tahan us . wakakas . lols -.- hmmm . we took gracey 's slipper and didnt wanna return to her and make her so paiseh ard . wakakas . me n maryann went passing ard the slipper and even wanted to give it to strangers but none of them wann it . cann u imagine how crazy and mad we were ? wakakas . lols . hmmm . everyone were LAUGHING so happily and LOUDLY luhs . wakakas . HOW FUN mans . wakakas . lols . hmmm . dhen went to the toilet and gave gracey baq her slipper outside the toilet cos she complained thats its very dirty . i cannot stop laughing when she go crazy when we threw her slipper here and dere . wakakas . lols .

went to arcade for awhile dhen went out cos cant stand those guys who are playing the para machine . too act liaos . wakakas . lols -.-

took the escalator dwn . MARYANN BULLY ME !! she hit me . she pushed me . she poked me . she scratched me and all stuffs likedat luhs !! arghs !! i returned hand and fought wit her . hahas . so funn luhs . wakakas . gracey and jas recorded dwn the videos we fought . i SWEAR that you will LAUGH like crazy when you see me and maryann fight . wakakas . hmmm . maryann luhs . the TOOT !! wakakas . she really drove me crazy . wakakas . hmmm . she scratched me n i scratched her baq too . teehee (: in the end , we scratched until both of us have manymany scars . wakakas . she scratched me manymany times luhs but she have more scars dhan me . hahas . she pinch me n poke me while walking for NO REASON LUHS ?! wakakas . she's really SO CUTE . i really cant deny (:

maryann toot and i really went crazy until gracey n jaslyn pretended dey dunno us . hahas . guess what me n maryann did ?! we posed as the pillar showed and we danced the INDIAN DANCE in PUBLIC ?! cann u imagine ?! wakakas . oops =x ppl . i guess no1 will admit that dey knw us at that moment of time . though its really embarassing , its really a VERY SWEET and FUN memory to be kept in my heart . ill NVR forget the time ive spent today . its one of the favourite and best time i EVER HAD . i haven been smiling SO HAPPILY for long until TODAY . ive really SMILED (: mwarks . wakakas ; lols (:


ard 5 plus 6 ? maryann and gracey gotta go to deir ahmama hse liaos so we dispersed . hahas . lols . hmmm . we went to take different MRT line . hahas . dey are going toward toapahyoo . hahas . sorry i dunno how to spell . hahas . oops =x

hmmm . FUN okays today . wakakas . maryann toot really taught me so much abt my hp and how to be irritating . teehee (: =p BLEAHS =x


ilove maryann . ilovegracey ; ilove jaslyn ; ilove today ; though sunita is not with us today , she's still in my heart (: ilovesunita TOO (:


lovelove . mwarks . wakakas (:



gdnight ppl . loveya . mwarks . tml still gotta wake up DARN EARLY for POST ENCOUNTER , church and TRIBE MEETING . hahas . its a LONG day for me . PLEASE PRAY for me okays (: mwarks - see you guys in church tml (:


i PROMISE TO UPLOAD ALL THE PHOTOS THAT I'VE TAKEN TODAY AND THE PHOTOS I'VE TAKEN DURING GRADUATION NIGHT (:

MARYANN ; PLEASE BE PREPARED TO SEE ALL UR _____ PICTURES (: wakakas =x

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friday , fall in at 1pm bcos of the sec1s luhs . dey failed their footdrill bronze again . hais :( im so ashamed of myself . why ? i trained dem so hard . i trained myself even harder but what did i get baq ? its really NOTHING . dey gave me attitude and i tolerated . i thought dey could at least give me a pass cos its the 9th time dey are retesting it . tell me . in this WHOLE WORLD . which school in which unit got dhis kinda LOUSY footdrills ? we once were the BEST in FOOTDRILL . i nvr wanna let the sec1s spoil our reputation . we are having our footdrill competition soon but dey haven even passed yet . tell me when will my hard work pays off ? all the while i've been putting up wit my sec1 cadets and handling dem myself when kairul is NOT ard . i asked myself . does the problem lies in me or with the sec1s cadet and i heard GOD saying . the problems lies wit NO ONE . its nobody's fault . no1 wants that but its the sec1s fault bcos dey DIDNT put in the LITTLE EFFORT to study and revise . yes . exams are ard the corners but who cares ? dey didnt study well for the tests bfore these . we went thru all these bfore . we were once sec1s . we took only the second retest and ALL OF US passed . what abt the sec1s dhis yr ? dey took NINE TIMES yet dey are still failling . tell me whr shld my face placed when ppl asked me abt them ? i've nvr give up on them BEFORE . now , im the assistant sec1 level in-charge . i wann the best for them . if dey did well and put in jus a lil effort , dey wun take the retest SO MANY times . by now , dey shld be learning abt sliver footdrills but dey haven even passed deir bronze ?! compared to us , yes sec2s are not perfect but at least we CARE to put in such lil EFFORTS . its not by saying 'yes i did revise' . NO !! its NVR likedat . its not the WORD that count . its the ACTIONS AND EFFORTS THAT COUNTS . we are looking at the efforts but i SEE NOTHING in dem . im SO DISAPPOINTED . if dey are going to fail their 9th footdrill bronze retest , dey have to go to HQ to take their 10th RETEST . i nvr wann dhis day to come . sec1s , PROVE to me that you cann do it . i dunn wanna go to HQ bcos of taking retest . its SO EMBARASSING . ive gone thru all these before . i failed my first aid twice and i knw ive put in all my efforts and finally the third time , ive passed -
looks . its really the EFFORTS that counts . NOTHING ELSE . yes im so embarassed bcos i failed my first aid twice but ive NVR GIVE UP and finally , ive PASSED -
i really hope that sec1s you guys will think it over and reflect . i hope to see a better drills one tuesday -


its all im gonna say for sec1s . im gonna end my comment here .

okays . aft taking the bronze footdrill retest , no time and NONE of dem knws the drills well . hais . FORGET IT . i dunn wanna tok abt it anymore .
tuesday is the LAST AND ONE N ONLY CHANCE LEFT .


aft that , fall in behind H 0 BLOCK for attendance taking . hmmm . aft dat went to put our bags and board the bus (: on the way to JU ENG OLD FOLKS HOME !! yayyay !! cant wait . hais . my heart is still pumping so hardly that as if theres no more tml bcos ive phobia !! the old folks molested me bfore :( hais . luckily its not frm JU ENG HOME . shant say and tok abt it anymore . i wun say whats the name of the home . lols -.-

hmmm . reached dere and we were divided into different groups . me n nadia's group went to the kitchen and cut the carrots , vegetables and ionon . eeew . its sinks like what luhs . hahas . it makes my hands turn yellowish . hahas . but overall i still enjoyed bcos im working wit dhis old lady . she 's so friendly towards me and ive finally learn how to CUT QUICKLY . hahas . ive NVR do all these at home bfore :( hahas . going to old folks home is really a LESSON LEARNT (:

okays . swoped wit the other groups aft one hour of cutting . hahas . went to the first level first to interact wit the old folks . hahas . i fed one of the old folks dere . she's a darn nice and friendly lady . she treats me so well luhs . i fed her and she apologised to me cos she made me stand and feed her for like 45mins ? hahas . but i seriously dunn mind . cos i treat her like my grand parents . hais . didnt get to see my grandparents . but she reminds me of my grand daddy . ilove my grand daddy so much . hais (: - misses -

okays . went up to the second level and interact wit the other old folks up there aft toking to the old lady at the first level (: i feel all the old folks at JU ENG home are mostly quite friendly (: talked talked and gotta go liaos :( BOO !! im gonna miss dem man . hais . hahas . i -HIGH FIVE- wit dhis two old ladys . hahas . dey are darn CUTE cann ?! wakakas . lols -.-

im so sadd to leave dem so early . lols . ytd time really passes so quickly at JU ENG HOME . hmmm . dhen we gathered at the basment and i heard that one of my sec1 cadet burnt her hand wit HOT WATER ?! wdh ?! so careless luhs . hmmm . nvm . im not gonna tell what happen . kpo ? ask me personally (:

okays . went baq to school and got our debrief and went home ard 8plus ? hahas . arghs !! during sept holidays ppl are going to enjoy , study , work but im going for camp n course for redcross -.- BOO !! tiring i bet :(


we are going for swimming next friday i guess for our NYAA ? hahas . lols -.-
sir said we are going to malaysia next year and we cann choose who to slp wit so idah wanna slp wit dominic but jiazheng dunn allow . hahas . luckily im not involve . im slpin wit xuanle hubby . hahas . lols . dey made funn of the skin color of one of us luhs . haha . but we are all joking . hmmm . dunn think we cann slp wit opposite gender de so drop the idea please . hahas . im gonna slp wit jiazheng if we are not allow to slp wit the opposite gender i guess . lols -.- JOKING (:
hmmm . dhen went home wit nadia , jiazheng , xuanle hubby and filzah . accompanied nadia darling and xuanle hubby to wait for their buses . hmmm . jiazheng went off half way dunno to way . i guess she went to look for zahidah bahh . hahas . dhen me n filzah went to take LRT aft nadia darling and xuanle hubby left (:

reached home abt 8plus 9 ? wakakas . niight night . ilove edmund dear . he msged me and he 's DARN SWEET cann ?! ilove him man (: wakakas . lols .



the feeling of being love is SO GREAT (:

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tuesdays . ran our 2.4KM for napfa . woahs . i ran and walk for awhile and i got dhis timing -.- and the time is HELL SLOW luhs . its 15 min 15 sec . woahs . what a NICE timing . all thanks to boon how luhs . i was running and boonhow shouted to me : " cheeyen run faster !! wilson is over here !! " i was like WHAT THE HELL luhs . hahas . so irritating lor . he shouted so loudly luhs . as if he 's using a mic and he wanted to tell the whole world abt it lor . sarks luhs . wakakakas . oops =x

so i went toward boon how dere (whr wilson is -.-) and i actually wanted to pinch boonhow's nehneh luhs but knwing that im running out of time so didnt but stopped cos no breath liaos :( BOO !! i was hell angry luhs ! wakakas . im so happy that im running with my tiaraFOUR and we got almost the SAME timming okays (: yayyay !! i dunn ask for more . at least i passed (:


arghs !! boonhow !! sunita !! you see ur boonhow . sunita , when u see dhis post , PLEASE help teach your boonhow to be polite . hahas . lols -.-


aft 2.4 , we went up to classroom cos we have our FIXED CLASS ROOM !! yayyay !! im so happy . we vandalise ? we dirtied the class ? hahas . i dunno . i didnt . lols -.-

dhen went for recess and thats all for tuesday and went out wit my tiaraFOUR after school (:

ilovemy tiaraFOUR . so precious to me cann ?! wakakas (: mwarks <33

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todays . SUNDAYY !! yayyay !! wakakas . humphs . woke up so early in the morning jus for the post encounter (: though its tiring , i ENJOY it (:



prepare everything liaos dhen left hse at 8am and reached hougang MRT at 0822 am for wenling and olivia . wenling reached at 8 : 44 am and olivia reached hougang MRT at 9 plus . olivia is LATE !! hahas . okays . actually wanted to take the MRT to REDHILL but saw wunyen and we accompanied her to wait for joey . hahas . me , wenling and olivia are going for post encounter . wunyen and joey are going for SOL1 . wakakas . humphs . we tot WE ARE LATE FOR OUR CLASSES but when we reached there the lesson haven started yet -.-


okays . today's preacher was PASTOR LAWERENCE TAN . he preached abt the word of life and abt CHURCH . humphs . learnt really alot of things . today's lesson taught me how to live without HIM * and i knw , i cann . i dunn nid him at all bcos everyday , im still living so happily even though i cant get to see him . alryte . i dunn wanna tok abt him luhs !! hmmms . lesson ended abt 12 and met wunyen and joey at hawker . dey were released at 10plus luhs !! wakakas . humphs . ate the $2 chicken rice and we really went crazy . board the shuttle bus which we have to pay $1 for the transport :( hmmms . expensive ya . everyone were slping except for me and wunyen . she was reading and iwas listening to my mp3 til i fall aslp too =p
humphs . i kip disiao-ing joey , wenling and olivia lahs !! wakakas . dey really went SO CRAZY bcos of me (:

reached church at 1:13 pm . went to the toilet and dress up . my period came during post encounter lesson :( STOMACH CRAMPS !! i hate CRAMPS -

met darlyn and favourite dhen went into church . went really crazy with liping & elizabeth . i scared cassandre off . wakakas . bleahs =x

today's sermon is about HOLINESS lahs . NOW i knw how to live a HOLY LIFE . i have to obey what GOD says . i NVR wanna HAVE HIM * by my side ANYMORE aft today's post encounter and church sermon -

i only need GOD (:



PRAISE THE LORD -


there 's NO OTHER CALLING ;
NO GREATER HONOUR ;
i am amazed by the glory ;
embraced by your glory ;
O LORD ;
i'll live to WORSHIP you (:



AMEN -


its all abt today (:

im starving !! im waiting for the pizzahut delivery to COME !! time now is 9:05pm and i haven had my DINNER !! arghs !!


HUNGRY HUNGRY !!


byebye -
if u didnt see me tml , mayb i am dead bcos of HUNGER !!


THE PIZZA IS FINALLY HERE !! yayyay !! (: byebye . going off to mummum liaos . aft that im going to PLAY my ONLINE GAME (:

will be baq online later but going OFFLINE NOW :(

bcos my irritating brother wanns to use it now luhs !! wakakas . oops =x

gonna take a nap first (:


byebye ppl . redcross please rest well okays . dunn get sick (:


mwarks (:

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today !! woke up so early jus for the fund raising and was suppose to gather at nan chiau sec but some dunno how to go so we met up at compass point (:



humphs . was allocated to hougang area and many ppl were there too luhs -.-


tell me how am i suppose to ask ppl to donate for us ?! actually paired up wit idah but dunno why , out of NOWHERE , zeenate came out -.-

somehow abit odd luhs !! wakakas . oops =x

dhen we walked abt and i decided to station at the junction entrance of HOUGANG MALL and really many ppl donated . wakakas . happyhappy (:


able to raise up to the amount of expected (:


okays . aft that went to meet the rest and went baq to nanchiau and waited for the other half (:


went to MAC and ate double cheese meal wit idah , jiazheng , farhan , weiben , xuanle and huijia (: so funn yea !! wakakas -


dhen went crazy ard luhs . wakakas . oops =x

xuanle seems to be in the bad mood luhs but in the end he SMILED (:


im so happy (:




hais . now i guess we are not as close le . dunno whats the reason but i confirm its bcos of that farking basket cos he's always mentioning abt that basket . hehs . freak . oso another frenship breaker !! idiotic !! sarkers luhs !!

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FINALLY , this night has come -

its ... FAREWELL CUM PROMOTION CEROMENY -


hais . i hated dhis day to come bcos i nvr wanto part wit all my sec4s and sec5s seniors . tonight is their night . we all looked happy and smiles are on our face but inside all of us , we are bleeding . the feeling of being apart is real bad . CVSS REDCROSS YOUTH has now bcome part of something in my heart . we shared weels and sorrows , laughters and happiness tgt . i still rmb when amirah ma'am last said a speech on june , our BLDC camp , we all cried tgt . its really like a family . more than what a family does . the sec4s and sec5s really left us with many many sweet memories and brought all the sec2s tgt . i wasnt so close to the sec2s at first but now .. we are really like SIBLINGS (: though sometimes quarrels are hard to avoid -


well . today had PC lesson and acted the DRAMA OUT . ilove LIM YANG ZHI . my baobei son . he's forever so cute . everyone was like . ' hey cheeyen , ur son is so cute , he sticks wit u when we have to choose our own grp ' and i was like ; ' oh of course , he's my son mahhs . of cos close to me lahs . dhen close to u mehs ?! wakakas . oops =x '


dhen 1230 liaos . everyone went home and ps-ed me :(
i went to the hall straight aft school release :(
went to help out for tonight's FPC dhen abt 3plus we bathe and we were only given 30mins to bath -.-


humphs !! everyone were dressed nicely except for this sec1 boy -.-
humphs . when i went into the resource room , vincent sir asked me , ' cheeyen , u wear until like this , later the sirs wanna hug u how ? ' i was like obviously i will kick the sir away luhs . do i look like im so CHEAP ?! hahas -.-


okays . many things happened and its long long story (: took many many photos and FINALLY entered the hall and ... the FPC NIGHT started !! yayyay !! humphs . the sec3s , afika , hanisah and safirah danced for the opening and followedd by prize presentation . wakakas . yayyay !! finally !! im promotted to COPRAL . llalalas ~ and had two additional prize (: a plug for best sec2 cadet and a cert for footdrill silver top (: yayyay !! its unbelieveable luhs !! wakakas -


longlong story cos i was so not committed last year (:

okays . go on to other programmes and its our turn to DANCE !! wakakas . oops . we are all getting so nervous . humphs . started dancing . ' WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER ' dhis song is great uh ?! wakakas . humphs . SHIT !! i danced a step wrongly !!! arghs !! luckily the seniors said its not very obvious . wakakas . phews (:
and sang TWO SONGS . wakakas -


okays . packed up while the others went to eat their CANDLE LIGHT DINNER ?! wakakas . tiring luhs . not suppose to go home sia . dhen frm early morning 6plus stayed in school until at night 10plus luhs . wakakas -


okays . candle light dinner was funn and funny luhs . heard zhanjun singing the song was such a insult to geylang prostitute luhs . hahas . oops =x


humphs . ilove my shinning stars sisters and brothers (:



xuanle u rawk my world mans . my HUSBAND FOREVER (: mwarks -



went home was abt 10 plus abt to 11 liaos :(



tired and went to SLEEP (:



GOOD NIGHT DARLINGS (:



takecares and slp tight okays cos tml we have our fund raising at nan chiau sec :(

DO U NOT KNW that the moment you asked me to hate u , REALLY HURTS ME ALOT ?!



im really hurting so much .


PLEASE . why are u doing all these lahs ?! FOOT *


crying my BROKEN HEART -
hurting frm inside out -


im a BURDEN !

hais . i think i 'll accept the freaking counselling lahs . sarkers . hais . im really going crazy . sorry xuanle . i dunno whats happening too . i was shock to hear that everyone else is oso dwn too . i dunn wann shinning stars to fall apart too . but i really cant help much . ireally got SO MUCH PROBLEMS to face . i cant share it with ANYONE . im really going to explode soon . ive redcross dance , proposal . i got school works and tuition . i got family problems . i really got MANY PROBLEMS . ppl . please . DONT GIVE ME ANYMORE . junyi , PLEASE . i cant quit it lahs . im SO STRESS now lahs . LET ME BE lahs . i knw whr im walking and what im doing lahs .



yesyes . im a burden . im sorry but i cant do anything . im really so sorry . im already falling apart NOW -


PLEASE dunn HURT ME ANY FURTHER -

wakakakas ~



me n my cousin saw JUNYI 'S classmates (:
wakakas . anyways , its the bedok de JUNYI lahs . no THAT junyi lahs . who will wanna tok abt that PERSON who HURT me ONE AFT ANOTHER ?! FOOT *

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HEY PPL !! ytd night's outing was HELL COOL and FUN lahs !! i met my cousin and FIT BEN and his TWO friends . hahas . i knw this TWO guys lahs . hahas . HELL FUNNY lahs dey . so funn to be wit dem lah though ytd jus knw dhem . humphs !! dey are like older than me HOW MANY YEARS lahs . wakakas . first , i met them at somerset , on the way to somerset , i saw marshall darling and constance dey all (: dhen took MRT to douby wit my frens to meet one of their STEAD . hahas . lols -.- on the way dere , we saw denise mum and her stead lahs . wakakas . woahs . i saw MANY PPL lahs !! wakakas -
okays . went to PS and makan dhen SMOKE dhen go MARINA SQUARE see fireworks wit dhem lahs . hahas . SO FUN lahs . really so funn . on the way , LOTSA LAUGHTERS lahs . i've not been smiling until YTD . ytd i really SMILE frm the bottom of my heart . dey really cheered me up !! dey made my SMILES baq (:


GUYS i LOVE you . esp the TWO NEW BOYS , though ytd was the first time meeting BUT CLOSE lahs !! wakakas . LOLS -.-



LASTLY ... went to CLARKQUE . BUMBER BEEZ !! sort of PUB lahs . wakakas . lols . SMOKED and DRINK lahs . took quite ALOT of pictures lahs . hahas . i knw this GUY . he's kind of CUTE lahs . hahas . i kip disiao-ing him and the others lahs . hais !! cant get into the pub !! arghs ! LOLS -.-


got tips . LOLs -.-


TIPSSY !!



MANY POLICE MEN AROUND lahs !! hahas . WE DONT GIVE A DAMN AT FIRST BUT ITS REALLY LATE COS I TOOK CAB home :(



and I REACHED HOME AT 1 am lahs !! so late !! arghs !! dhen i woke up AT 5:45am for REDCROSS FIRST AID DUTY lahs . humphs . in the morning jiu have casualty liaos . saved (: AINTE I GREAT ?! lols -.-


headed to church and had cell group aft that until 5 plus 6 lahs . wakakas . lols -.-




TIRED -




gonna SLP liaos !! TML HAVE CL ORAL lahs !! arghs !! please PRAY FOR ME okays (:

THANKEW GUYS (:


mwarks mwarks -



NIGHT NIGHT !!







hais . i guess im really ADDICTED to IT liaos . i didnt knw i will have this day . GUESS its KIND of HARD to QUIT ?!

HEY PPL !!



LISTEN UP !!



YAYYAY !! im GOING to BEDOK NOW !! im going to FIND MY COUSIN and FRENS there !! yayyay !! wakakas . SMUACKS (:



sigh , IVAN GOH JUNYI !! i dunn care if u are in love wit some other girls outside , im GONNA LOVE you til the day i leave this WORLD -
i will NVR forget you though sometimes im REALLY TRYING SO HARD to . I CANT FORGET you AT ALL -
sometimes i might ACT AS IF i dunn care but inside me , i REALLY DO CARE . im HURTING SO MUCH now -
DO U KNW ?! u dunn even give a DAMN lahs !



FORGET IT ~

hellos (:




arghs !! woke up SO EARLY today :(




BOO !!


went for tuition and came baq !! wakakas . passed my MATHS TEST !! yayyay !! B4 okays (: wakakas . its really an achivement lahhs !! wakakas . oops =x

sorry . i m very PROUD of myself (:

kekes . lols -.-

BHB lahh me (:



humphs . yayyay !! LATER GOING TO BEDOK liaos !! going to FIND MY COUSIN !! yayyay !! wakakas . SO HAPPY !!



huhs ?! tml got REDCROSS FIRST AID DUTY !! arghs !! mus wake up SO EARLY in the MORNING lahhs ! arghs . and it ends at 12 ?! i have to bring my full u to church -.-

NVM . i will GO TO CHURCH NO MATTER WHAT . wakakas (:








BOY , its so EASY TO LOVE you but its SO DIFFICULT TO FORGET U , you knw ?! i really LOVE you SO MUCH but i acted as if i dunn care !! HOW HURTING issit ?! hais ~


SPEECHLESS -


sighs ~

PLANET SHAKER !!


wakakas . woahs !! PLANET SHAKER was HELL FUN lahhs -


LEFT REDCROSS EARLY for PLANET SHAKER !! wakakas -


reached EXPO abt 7plus but waited for jesly n dorothy for MY TICKET and she forgot to buy jas's ticket . luckily they still sell dere (:


HUMPHS !! wakakas . loveya all (:



while waiting , crapped wit LIPING and PAMELA . hahas . im driving EVERYONE CRAZY (:


humphs . went in dhen olivia n her GG fren came . ohhs . her fwen very CUTE lahhss . i suan her until she have nth to say . wakakas . so funn !! we went home tgt !! hahas . oopps =x


hmmm . REALLY TIRED . okays . BYEBYE -


I ENJOY MYSELF ALOT !! PLANET SHAKER !! wakakas ((:



PRAISE THE LORD -


* prayers really works and GOD is really WORKING (:

BOO !!



TML HAVE SCHOOL !! ARGHS !!


humphs . HAVE REDCROSS AFTER SCHOOL AT 1 PM ?! wdh lahhs ?! humphs -.-


- ANGRY -


im the examiner for FD bronze SEC1s tml sia . SARKS lahhs . i scared im nasty enough to FAIL dhem lahhs !! lols -.-

PPL better study for tml's FOOTDRIL BRONZE PRACTICAL lahhs . sec1s' attitude sarks lahhs !! oops =x

LOLS -.-



yayyay !! GONNA LEAVE EARLY FOR PLANET SHAKER TML !! yayyay !! humphs . im leaving redcross at 4.30 ?! wakakas -.-


SERIOUSLY cant wait for the PLANET SHAKER concert lahhs !! wakakas -



PRAISE THE LORD (:

WOAHS !!


090806 ;


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!


i love MY BEDOK FRENS . humphs !! im so happy lahs !!
met my cousin n her stead lahhs !! at esplanade (:
FIT BEN n my cousin so COMPETIBLE lahh !! wakakas -


i so LOVE BEDOK lahhs . dey still rmb me lahhs !! wakakas . i love u ppl !! mwarks mwarks . EVERLASTING LOVE okays (:


humphs .


100806 ;

TODAY ;

went to BUGIS and SHOPPED !! met darlyn n ahma first dhen went to bugis and ate KFC suni !! wakakas . humphs . jas catch up by then . met jas aft eating . lols . we went to BUGIS , FAR EAST and lastly CP to eat our DINNER and DEPOSITE MY MONEY . oop=x
lols -.-


humphs . aft eating . went to buy hamster makan for suni 's hamster and went to ah ma's hse dhen brought milky dwn . played wit milky like as if she 's my dog . hahas . humphs . milky is SO CUTE lahs . i LOVE milky canns ?! wakakas -


humphs . dunno what happen . milky started staring at smth . humphs . guess its THAT THING but nvm , GOD'S PROTECTION is upon the ALL OF US (:


THANK U LORD -


GOD IS ALWAYS GUIDING ME THRU ALL SORTS OF DIFFICULTIES (:

he's ALMIGHTY !! wakakas -


humphs . headed HOME wit darlyn n jas . humphs . was trapped in the BLOCK :(


THANKS DARLYN n JAS . humphs . darlyn , ill think thru the question that uve asked me . its a unreplable question . i was stucked to hear that ques too cos i didnt knw how to ans it :(


- HEART BROKEN -


humphs . and now im using the computer SINCE no one is AT HOME (:


wakakas . humphs .



BOY , I LOVE YOU NO MORE -


alfred is baq into my mind again -.-

wahahas . yayyay !! tonight going to watch FIREWORK wit my class !! wees !! CANT WAIT canns ?! wakakas -


MWARKS . will BLOGG when im baq home okays (:


byebye . i going OUT liaos . kekes (:



-KISSES-


BOY , I SERIOUSLY tot i culd watch the firework night wit u but ITS IMPOSSIBLE NOW -



sigh ~

HELLO PEOPLE (:





HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE !!



080806 ;


woahs . GUESS what time did i WAKE up today ?! i woke up at 5.45 okays !! arghs !! but i was still LATE for sku . BOO !!


REDCROSS have to FALL IN at 6.40am where other contigent fall in at 7 plus ?! arghs !! PATHETIC -


WAS REALLY NERVOUS . in my WHOLE LIFE , its my VERY FIRST time to be a CONTIGENT COMMANDER . arghs . was LATE somemore lahhs . SIR is killing me ?! HE scolded me -.-

HE doesnt wanna give me my NYAA point !! arghs . i DID go to the CITY BIG WALK okays . sickening . SIR VINCENT TOH JUN JIE SARKS to the core okays . EVERY TRAINING IS going AGAINST me and now doesnt wanna give me my NYAA point !! VINCENT TOH JUN JIE , listen CAREFULLY okays . U SARK the WHOLE HELL -

dunn wanna let me promote jiu say lahs . cause me so much problem for what ?! LOUSY FREAK -


dunn tok abt him liaos . only make me PUKE -

well , baq to the NDP thingy . woohoos !! TODAY GOD is really in CONTROL of everything . i prayed that it wun rain cos every year its raining -.-
hahas . lols . yayyay !! TODAY really didnt rain until the CONTIGENTS marched out dhen the sky changed . THANK YOU LORD -

this year its really the first time our SCHOOL hold this PARADE successfully LAHS !! wakakas . im so HAPPY (:

proud that i culd be CC not SISSY !! hahas . STUPID class . i so LOVE 2c06 canns ?! NVR fail to make me smile though we did have CONFLICTS at times :(

everytym im always up to a NICK NAME -.-
first was ELEPHANT ; second was PIG ; third was SISSY ?! walaos . was actually CC not sissy lahhs . arghs . stupid SHAWN n BENJAMIN . always make me MALU in front of WHOLE CLASS . ahhas -


humphs . didnt have dance practice aft school cos its suppose to be a HALF DAY which i cann go SHOPPING ryte ?! arghs . hahas -

iLOVE zahidah . hahas . all thanks to her . she helped me escape frm the dance pratice . arghs . why cant we make it on 090806 ?! zahidah oso wanns it on national day ryte ? hahas . only SHE doesnt wanns it =x
oopps =x


LOLS -.-



went to CP de KFC wit suni darlyn , gracey ahh ma , gladdys , ern ern . hahas . was really CRAZY-ing ard while walking to CP . so funn canns ?! yayyay !!

reached CP and saw my VANESSA best buddy . wakakas -
wahhhs . SO FULL lahhs . okays . went to MINITOONS aft eating and SAW VANESSA agains -.- shit !! once see her , im DEAD . hahas . she 's gonna BULLY me again !! :(


hahas -


i took maya n vanessa 's stick n play ard . i use it to hit ppl's head . huhs ! ahahs . i talked to the toy pig and vanessa was laughing like hell . hahas . she's SO CUTE . i love my BEST BUDDY (:

okays . aft gladdys bought her marsmallows dhen she went home wit ernern . followed by maya . BOO !! ps my best buddy :(
hahas . lols -.-

humphs . SO HELL BORED lahhs . so went to MRT platform dere and slack . on our way dere , guess who we saw !? its WILSON n ALVIN stead . hahas . yayyay !! didnt tok much -.-

humphs . wento the platform and chatted . aft awhile . saw ALVIN STEAD walkin towards us . arghs !! saw THEM AGAINS ?! wakakas . WOAHS . WILSON is kind of DAO today . he didnt smile or what lahhs :( BOO !!

alrytes . guess dey are going to sentosa now but vanessa BEST BUDDY didnt wanna tagg along wit them so she went wit us . we went to POLY CLINIC to see doc cos suni darlyn doesnt wanna work today =x NAUGHTY GIRL (:
woahs . she's really sick . she got TWO DAYS MCs lahhs . wakakas . the doc was really GENEROUS enough to give TWO DAYS MCs lahhs . hahas -.-


okays . the queue was REALLY long and WAITED for VERY LONG lahhs . so me n vanessa chatted . ALOT of craps came . knew SO MUCH abt her now (:

wakakas . i SERIOUSLY LOVE VANESSA . SHE 'S FOREVER MY BEST BUDDY lahhs (:

okays . aft seeing doc , vanessa went home :( BOO !! so fast . she wanted to come to my hse actually . hahas . im going to MISS her . hahas . takecares girl (:

okays . followed by grace ah ma . she ps oso . hahas . joking *
she went home and so left me n sunita darlyn . hahas . okays . went to HER HOUSE (: hahas . went to RP buy her COKE first -.-

humphs . reached her hse . played wit joey for awhile dhen went to use com liaos . hahas. walaos . scare me sia her hse de room doors and windows . hahas . SO EERY lahhs . hahas . nvm . we have GOD lahhs . WHO cann HARM us in the name of JESUS ?! humphs . talked ALOT wit SUNITA lahhs . hahas . she showed me what she bought frm bugis and she made me jealous :(

hahas . dhen i use her boster to hit her . hahas . dhen we started the FIGHT . hahas . boster fighting . arghs . she messed up my hair !! hahas -.-

ANYWAYS , my darlyn's hair is SO NICE lahhs . she looks so cute n innocent in the hairstyle lahhs . hahas (:

we went online and we GOT HER PW !! wakakas -.-

ooops =x . shhhhh . waakkas . lols -.-


humphs . went home ard 6plus and actually we are going to eat STEAMBOAT at night wit all my friends lahhs . hahas . bud in the end we didnt all bcos of me . hahas . didnt knw mummy is going out so the guys went to eat themselves :(

sorry suni darlyn . i didnt mean to do dhat :( FORGIVE ME okays (:
nvm . we 'll have steamboat tml (:


humphs . went to BEDOK at night !! yayyay !! saw my stupid cousin . crapped wit her ALOT lahhs ! hahas . i miss her SO MUCH canns ?! wakakas -

she 's still so cute luhs -

kisses *
taptap * girl i hope u will grow up to be MORE MATURE okays (:

no more SMOKING please (:


i LOVE you SO MUCH lahhs . COUSINS FER LIFE okays (:


went home at ard 1plus midnight lahhs . arghs !! hahas . was hell tired and got tuition tml MORNING at EIGHT !! arghs !! wakakas . okays . im going to slp now !! BYEBYE peoples !!


TAKECARES AND LOVE YA ALL (:



i got something to tell my sec2s n sec1s redcross cadets . guys , u all are so darling to me okays (:
seeing all our hardworks pays off its really kind of happy yea ? sorry for all the scoldings that i have gave u all but we seriously have to buck up . i hope u guys will continue to grow and LOVE REDCROSS okays (:

i promise sec1s , if ur footdrill is up to standard , the next time i take sec1s , i wun scold . PROVE to me okays (:


LOVE ya all (:


-kisses-








BOY , im still missing you -

i tot i really cann FORGET u but i found out i really CANT :(





sighs -

060806 ;



arghs . didnt attend service today . BOO !! cos jaslyn cant attend so i pey her lo . hais . i really hope she'll change cos she's really so IMPT to me . i really treasure n love her after all lahs . though she had done all those to me but i still love her lahhs . hais . i seriously dunn wanna give up on friendship with my precious ppl ard so easily like what i did to me n louisa's * friendship lahhs -


as for me n louisa , kpo ppl dunn have to knw . only my precious ppl knw abt it (:
i cant kip that friendship going anymore so i gave up . i've lose a fren . perhaps its okay for ppl ard cos we all knw her pattern but its a long term friendship lahhs . not easy to give up but i've gave up TOTALLY (:

i didnt regretted doing it cos i knw im not in the WRONG (:


but as for JASLYN , i seriously dunn wanna lose a fren like her lahs . iwill try to put up wit jas but how long cann i take ? i really nid her to change in order to last this friendship yea ? humphs -


im really trying my best to do so . i love my precious ppl ard me (:
if one day i've forgotten who u are , iwill NVR forget those memories we shared tgt -



im really struggling lahhs -
ive SO MANY PROBLEMS . i really leave ALL to the LORD . GOD , i adore u -
u are the creations of ALL (:


BOY , i MISS you SO MUCH :(
my HEART misses u SO BADLY -


sigh -





arghs ! forget it . talk abt today dhen . humphs . went wit my family to have BREAKFAST tgt . BIG BREAKFAST in MAC (:

yayyay !! went to JUNCTION 8 . sis went to secret recipe for a meeting and i went shopping alone waiting for daryl korkor (my sis boyfren) . dhen go study tgt lahhs -

while waiting for sis n her boyfren , i went to popular to buy PENS (:


wakakas . LOVED <33


humphs . went to PASTA and had MUSCLES N CLAMPS (:

aww . nearly VOMITTED :(

humphs . was really so sadd when i stepped into PASTA cos HE , me and HER went to PASTA tgt before . hais . i really MISS him SO BADLY -


alrytes . daryl korkor has exam tml so have to go home early but we still went to FAR EAST for SHOPPING !! yayyay !! wakakas . went to SHOES but didnt buy any in the end cos SOMEONE bought mine !! arghs !! SICKENING canns ?! wdh ?! lols -.-



okays . thats all abt today (:
LOVE my sister cos she really SPENT alot on ME today . kekes -


okays . dunn feel like blogging liaos . humphs . takecare ppl . loveya all *(:





LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING PLANET SHAKER !! haahas . mwarks (:





HOLYHOLY . GOD ALMIGHTY (:

yayyay !! came baq frm tribe meeting (:


FUN okays (:



today's precher was DR RICHARD EIDLIN (:


SO FUNNY lo . humphs . sermon was meaningful but didnt really paid attention to it cos my mind was stolen by SOMEONE * (:



OH YA !! today went to CP to makan while waiting for yunyu . walaos . the queue was HELL LONG ?! humphs . jus bought it dhen yunyu came . didnt knw wilson n boonhow was behind . was shocked . hahas . stupid boonhow . always make me paiseh . i oso nvr say i like wilson lo . hahas . WALAOS -.-

humphs . stupid BOONHOW !! arghs !! haas . so only eat 4 mouth of HOKKIEN MEE dhen went off . wasted food . kekes . bleahs -

BOONHOW n WILSON went off to buy their things for teacher's day (:
dey didnt tagg along to church . BOO !! =x
not church . i mean tribe meeting (:


hais . went home so late n tired :(
reached home abt 11 plus ?! arghs . went to cook maggie for korkor and he left the bowl not washed . waiting for me to wash it for him . arghs . im not his MAID okays (:

but i love my korkor so BOBIAN (:
everytym bully me de . hehs -


but NVM . i really ENJOYED myself today . ALOT okays (:
esp when we are going home . rara , eli and pam sent me n jas to the bus stop to take 43 cos jas nid to go home liaos dhen on our way to the bus stop , i tapped pam and she turned ard . her action WAS HELL cute lahhs !! wakakas . she's really very cute lahs . hahas . lyk small girl liketat (:

i seriously love her alot . get to knw her so well during tribe camp . thank god that i have a spiritual sister like her (:

iLOVEpamela -

she made my day (:
she 've brightened up my days aft praying for me -



anyways , i need to CLEARIFY something . i didnt tell anyone that i like wilson lahs . sian . actually see wilson dhen got say hihi and stuff de but now no more liaos . arghs . all thanks to the stupid ANDY HONEY lahhs . anyhow say things like i like wilson . actual fact is NOT lahhs !! arghs !!

i jus feel that wilson looks like the guy dat i like lahhs . ppl u shld knw who (:
thats all . nth else lahhs . walaos . i like SOMEONE not in the school lahhs . its jus that wilson looks like him only . hais . forget it . he had left me alone . junyi , i hope that u are really living well uh (:


i wanna see u smile baby . though we are impossible but as a fren i still do wanna see u happy (:
let the past be MEMORIES bahh . we cant turn baq time (:


takecares . loveya . mwarks -

I AM FALLING APART BECAUSE YOU ARE WALKING AWAY -




BOY , i miss YOU SO MUCH -


sigh ~

040806 ;



20 hps were lost in my school . ARGHS !! if mr zaidi was here , he wouldnt have let this happen -.-


walaos . that tym my hp kena stolen i oso nvr make such big fuss lahhs . now make until police CID all come to schh . go home oso mus line up at school gate . spot check again . force ppl to jump lyk thousands of tym ?! arghs !! luckily i didnt jump (:


PHEW -



humphs . alryte . jus wanna blog abt this (:



JUS CAME BAQ FRM TUITION !! arghs -



humphs . this week really many things happened . got into a fight in class ; hp kena stolen ; defiant to teacher ; stand and kena punished by teacher in the courtyard . HOW EMBARASSING ?! arghs -



hais . somehow disappointed by 2c06 . guys , what is this ? rmb those days whr we are always going out tgt ? playing wit each other ? making fun of teachers ? suan others ? whr are all these now ?! u mean everything is GONE ?! i really dunn wann that to happen u knw ? we were once so UNITED lahhs . now ? bcos of a VULGARITY we are involve in a fight ?! bcos of some reasons some are getting canning ?! i seriously dunn wanna see this u knw ? i dunn wann see ALL my precious to get punishment n canned . its hurts me ALOT -


why must we give WEIQI n YUXIANG a damn when they are NOT WORTH our ANGER ?! what dey wanna say , let them be . i dunno what happened between derrick n yuxiang . i only knw what happened to yangzhi . YANGZHI , u are my son . obviously ill help u . ive got smth to tell WEIQI . weiqi , if u wanna find fault wit yangzhi , i only cann ask u to watch out . im the EYE WITNESS . i SAW EVERYTHING . i really did . u knw i wun pengwei . i wun help the WRONG . u are the one who made yangzhi first . theres NO WAY i cann help u -

and now u gin me . ytd kena scolded by GT happy mahhs ?! funn ryte ? im a girl and if u wanna mess wit me , let me tell u . U ARE NOT A MAN -


thats all . i seriously hope that 2c06 will get baq into the UNITED one . i dunn wish to see anymore ARGUEMENTS among us anymore . i dunn care abt weiqi n gang . WHO CARES ?! most imptly is now derrick n my son is fine . thats all -


i knw QUARRELS n ARGUEMENTS are seriously hard to avoid . even myself . i had arguements wit BENJAMIN KER n ZHIHONG bfore . but thats the past . we have start a FRESH -
bcos we are in the SAME CLASS . we have to FORGIVE AND FORGET (:



ALRYTE , yayyay !! LATER GOT TRIBE MEETING . shall update u guys smth in the NIGHT (:




hais . so disappointed in JASLYN . me n sunita darlyn oso knw she changed . always give ppl attitude for no reason . im not baqstabbing her . i knw she'll read my blog dhen i wanna show her . jaslyn , i cant tell u much abt UR ATTITUDE face to face cos u simply dunn care . u dunn take my words seriously . thats all -

seriously , nowadays , all ur promises are mend to be BROKEN . ARE u trying to tell me u are going to be lyk alfred ?! if yes . better LEAVE ME NOW okays -


anyways , jaslyn frankly speaking . im seriously tired of u . i really do . im going to give up NOW bcos of ur ATTITUDE . now u seriously got SERIOUS ATTITUDE PROBLEM -


im so TIRED . u knw im not jus facing ONE prob but MANY probs okays . if u wanna add on , go ahead . jus dunn regret in the future cos ill HATE u . definitely -



u ask sunita darlyn . she oso cann see the change in u . its not a gd one . its a gd to bad . bad to worse -


tell us how are we gonna survive wit ur ATTITUDE lykdat ?! lols -


seriously , theres time for serious n jokes . ive give in to u alot lahhs . i dunn wanna give in anymore . u always treat my words as what ? u knw it urself . u are not serious at all . sunita oso cann tell , the way u treat me and the way u treat others is TOTALLY DIFFERENT . seriously , i cann tell u now , ive regretted being SO GOOD to u in the past cos WHR did all my HARD work go ? even when im sadd , i have to put up wit u . when u are bad mood u jus scream n give me attitude -


WHAT IS DHIS ?! do u think its FAIR ?! I FEEL ITS SO UNFAIR -


i knw aft u read this post , u will get HELL ANGRY but i dunn care . JUS WANNA SAY , LEAVE ME IF U WANN . i dunn mind . i knw i have SUNITA still . its not bcos of sunita . its bcos of UR ATTITUDE . u ask urself lahhs . u read this post n u knw everything i say its all abt ur ATTITUDE -


u may say u will change but i knw u WON'T . cos u only say . did u even try to do it ? u say i didnt tell u whr u changed .. when i tell u , u said everything u are correct and im wrong . dhen whats the point of telling u ?! if u say u've changed . show it to me dhen . not jus by words but by ACTIONS . just by saying u will change , u WILL NVR CHANGE . its as simple as . i'll be rich , by saying i'll be rich , will i really be rich ? i wun . i have to WORK and earn in order to be rich . i hope u will understand what i mean n HOW I FEEL -


i really CANNOT put up wit u anymore -


seriously , talk to me aft u have changed . i really dunn feel lyk toking to u anymore . and ur promises are always MEND TO BE BROKEN -

U are ALWAYS brking PROMISES -